I Fucking Killed This

Most of the videos that I take require one take; this one required two (kinda) but it might be one of the best videos I’ve captured where I give a very quick overview of myself / bio:

Now, the reason I’m so proud of this isn’t because I was exceptionally clear or precise or that I didn’t stumble or mutter—I did, of course—but because it felt comfortable (and even relaxing) to talk about myself.

Does that even make any sense?

You see, itt’s taken me a long time to come to terms with my own personal and professional history—and I simply do not know why that is.

For some reason, I can’t (or do not want to) embrace all of the things I’ve done because it feels as if they are someone else’s. Perhaps it’s because I’m still unsure of how to classify them or maybe I believe that I don’t deserved them.

Or, at least, the good ones. I’ll take all of the bad ones in a heartbeat because… well, because… I… umm… deserve them?

Wait, what the fuck?

Anyways, as Popeye likes to say:

And I’m at peace with it, for now.

Oh, and by the way… this is where I started, ~10 years ago:

Wow. I was a bit overweight!

Hey, bad is where you start — there’s no other way!

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