Gotta Get Some Stuff

Well.  Gotta get some stuff down before I head to work…

Had a really cool time just chilling with Esther Kim at Lenox.  We headed over and just chilled for a couple hours… man, I haven’t done that… since… man… I dunno.  I went shopping with her, how fun is that?  haha.  man.  But, the thing is, it was fun to go shopping with her.  I guess that is rare, ne?  Yeah, we went to lots of stores, just made fun of a lot of stuff, and just did some goofy stuff.  She is a funnie little kijjaguh, little one, or whatever, and she is one funnie girl.  man, cool.  i got some new jeans… sheesh, like i needed some new pants, ne?  but, well, whateve.r  she got 2 pairs of shoes and some pants.  man, what a fashion forward female…  yeah, and we got some nice large drinks from arby’s for 1.08 total!  this guy gave us large drinks for the employee price!  54 cents baby!  tight.  but, yeah, that was cool.  so, we headed back and just had a good time.  on the way back, the marta was messed up so we just prayed a litte on the train.  that was cool to do.

On the way back, I got a distressing phone call from petakun.  looks like this guy that bought the car got mad upset about some odometer problem is threatening to su pete and so pete has to get a lawyer or something… man…  pete was all getting upset and stuff and Lord, God, my Father, hasn’t he gone thru enough?  He always gets stuck with this kinda bullshit.  It doesn’t seem fair Lord.  It doesn’t at all.  It’s just like him getting kicked out of school a while back.  How crushing that was Lord.  And, now, that he has an even better walk, You decide to test him yet again with a huge thing with this stupid car!  God, I am being arrogant and I’m being foolish and prideful and, frankly, daring to call You out, but, God, I’m sorrie, it’s not cool.  I’m angry with this man that wants to screw petakun up and I”m mad that he even has to go thru this bull.  God, that just pisses me off.  I tried to calm him down and just tell him that You are in control, but, Lord, are You?  Sometimes, man… Satan… what a punkass.  God, when will You return and just kick the living shit out of satan?  You know You can do it…  Ah… God… I’m sorrie…  I’m just upset that this bull has to go on… ne…  Crap…  Well, in Your time and Your plan.  I’ll accept that.  I will always… doesnt’ mean that I won’t get upset… but, I will accept it.

So, yeah, after heading back from a cool just chilling time with esther, then getting a shittyass phone call, I went to CCC.  that was alright.  the message wasn’t so good for me, personally, but, I”m not sure how open I was to it.  I met a guy who was pretty cool, but, I never caught his name…  the lesson was on “Lazy Legalism vs The Law of Christ”… sheesh… whatever.  Laws of man are nothing, yes yes yes…  God…

Then, after that, I saw todd and gave him a huge hug and just laughed out of happiness to see him. We sat down and i just told him about my need to repent and what not.. and just about how I haven’t been truthful to him… and yeah, then the rest of the guys came and we went to a mexican restaurant where I ate so much…. and the guys dared me to eat a chip filled with massive amounts of hot hot hot sauce… i did… and i died and threw up everywhere… nice… they bought me ice-cream tho… and we just chilled and talked and brian talked about his relationship with regina… that was cool… oter than that, we just talked about march madness and basketball and football… we headed back and I just thanked brian for sharing his relatinoships…. cause, i never really do.. and i mentioned that i found su kim attractive… i dunno why… whatever… that was strange.. but, yet, i needed to tellsomeone… ne?  and wahtever..  and I just IM’ed todd about how we didn’t get to finish talking about everything… so, I’ll call him 4 on sunday to discuss some stuff… yeah…  he just sent me a lot of sermons and lecures on some good stuff i suppose… cool. im psyched to hear them this break…. that and the whole song of solomon tapes… ne……………. 

And, that’s about it… I suppose…  I think I got everythign down I wanted to say. 

I gotta do this webpage that I don’t wanna do… I could easily goto sleep right now by just posting up melkiordesign.com…. but, I wanna do something.. ne?  whatever…
We’ll see…

AIght, night Lord…